My Depression Diary

by"Last Child" english version of poem

This evening it was raining again
Shared memories about up and down in my broken heart
Wounds should be treated
That I hope never ever happens

I remember when my father went away, and we began to starve
It is normal for me , living on the streets
While I do not yet understand , the meaning of a divorce
Which destroyed all the wonderful things that once I had

Naturally, when this time happen , I envy to you all guys
The happy life gift the wonderful atmosphere in the house
Things I always compare with my life  and the dark
There is nothing less so that my life continues to survive

Maybe for a moment I can forget
With alcohol now on my hand
Or scratch the glass in my vein
Whatever I do it , I want to forget

But when I began to realize , from the rest of the night drunk
The pain of the wound in my feeling getting worse
While I have come to understand , how beautiful love
The things has never get me , since I live on the streets

Naturally, when this time happen , I envy to you all guys
The happy life gift the wonderful atmosphere in the house
Things I always compare with my life and the dark
There is nothing less so that my life continues to survive